Survive, Smile, See

    Hi sweeties!     I couldn't sleep last night. Around 4:30am my cat started meowing because she really wanted to go outside, so I was like "mkay buddy" and I went outside with her and I saw snails and that's how I was watching snails in the very early morning.     I am me so obviously I fell asleep around 8am finally and I woke up around 1pm. Not bad but not good either. Okaayyy that'll be everything for today, I'm sorry it's so short, but I'll write something longer in the next week!

    Hi sweeties ^^ ♥ I'm slowly getting back on track i guess, I'm doing more and more with each day, but I try to not overwork myself at the same time. Because of it I won't go with my family on 4 day trip, I feel kinda guilty, but that'll be better for me, I mean staying at home, than going somewhere after so short period of time of being at home. Sorry for my broken English today t---t     Have an awesome day, my wonderful people ♥

    Hi sweeties ^^ I feel kinda lonely here bc no one wants to read all of this but it's understandable. I still love y'all and stuff <33 Since the vacations are here, remember: every body is a bikini body!!! (even if you're a boy, ya know "I wanna see boys in bikini too...")     My gen z folks, remember that you're beautiful and loved ^-^ Unless you support Trump and you're racist, homophobic, transphobic etc. In that case you are ugly and I don't want you here, you are not passing the vibe check, go. OKAY, I LOVE YOUUU, BYEEEEE <3

    Hi sweeties! I hope y'all are doing good ^^     But to be honest, I'm thinking too much lately and I came to the conclusion that I stopped being excited and like happy happy and I'm scared. Really scared...     But I'll try to fight 13 years old myself back... Not completely but at least some part of this. I need it...       Nobody's here so nobody will mind if I would write you some really short story? I just try to bring back my joy from writing... I'm sorry, English is my second language and it probably would be cringy. ~~      She smiled through tears and hugged the bouquet. "Nobody told me, nobody... But I know now and I'm here baby..." She placed flowers on the ground in front of her and wiped her tears. She reached to her girlfriend, to her grave but quickly took her hand back. She took the little bottle that was always with her, attached to the small chain that she always wore. She opened it and drank the content. Poison.     "Now

    Hi sweeties! Today a bit dramatic ^^''    In this week I'm finishing my first grade in high school and despite all those opinions that "high school is the best time in the life" it's just not always like that and probably a lot of teens would agree with me too. In my country they changed 6 grades of primary school, 3 grades of middle school and  3 grades of high school to 8 grades of primary school and 4 years of high school. Because of all of it we had people from middle school and from primary school that were moving to the first grade of high school - it caused overcrowding school. I was one of the unlucky ones and in my school I had to attend the afternoon school. Usually my first class started around 12pm and lasted till 6pm, so I was tired everyday. Wake up at 9 am and be home around 7pm. No time for myself, no time for anything. It was very hard, stress were getting bigger, everything harder and harder with every next day. And with all of that my mi

    Hi sweeties! ^^     I feel like i did nothing today and still should do a lot more, even tho I still have things to do >.< I have to draw something for instagram, tweet something on twitter, record at least one tik tok, workout a bit and uhhh write this post. I don't say i don't like all of it! I'm just tired and I want to lay down and sleep.     Lately i got an idea that maybe instead of trying to earn money for myself I can try to earn money to donate it somewhere! I really like to help people, but I don't have job because I'm still too young for one so I can't earn money by myself at all and only money I get are the one from parents. I mean they're giving me enough money for anything I would like to get for myself or for others and they would give me money if I don't have any and want something, but chill I'm not spoiled and I can take care of my money ^^'' But as anyone can imagine - it's always nice to start to earn our own