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How high school ate my soul

   Hi sweeties! Today a bit dramatic ^^''
   In this week I'm finishing my first grade in high school and despite all those opinions that "high school is the best time in the life" it's just not always like that and probably a lot of teens would agree with me too. In my country they changed 6 grades of primary school, 3 grades of middle school and  3 grades of high school to 8 grades of primary school and 4 years of high school. Because of all of it we had people from middle school and from primary school that were moving to the first grade of high school - it caused overcrowding school. I was one of the unlucky ones and in my school I had to attend the afternoon school. Usually my first class started around 12pm and lasted till 6pm, so I was tired everyday. Wake up at 9 am and be home around 7pm. No time for myself, no time for anything. It was very hard, stress were getting bigger, everything harder and harder with every next day. And with all of that my mind pinned me to bed in February and couldn't get myself to do anything, including going to school.

    Now I'm okay! Maybe not completely, but a lot lot better. That's why I got myself to work for MYSELF and OTHERS. I have my goals that includes helping others, because I know that with decent amount of work I can live from my work at some point and help. That's why I started writing this blog - to learn how to write to people, talk to people and to share my experiences and showing who I'm so you can get to know me.

    Aishhhh I was really dramatic today and sad and stuff and stuff >.<
    Remember that you're loved, you're amazing and you can always make a difference and I love youu ^^ Have an awesome day!

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