Survive, Smile, See

    Hi sweeties! I hope y'all are doing good ^^     But to be honest, I'm thinking too much lately and I came to the conclusion that I stopped being excited and like happy happy and I'm scared. Really scared...     But I'll try to fight 13 years old myself back... Not completely but at least some part of this. I need it...       Nobody's here so nobody will mind if I would write you some really short story? I just try to bring back my joy from writing... I'm sorry, English is my second language and it probably would be cringy. ~~      She smiled through tears and hugged the bouquet. "Nobody told me, nobody... But I know now and I'm here baby..." She placed flowers on the ground in front of her and wiped her tears. She reached to her girlfriend, to her grave but quickly took her hand back. She took the little bottle that was always with her, attached to the small chain that she always wore. She opened it and drank the content. Poison.     "Now

    Hi sweeties! Today a bit dramatic ^^''    In this week I'm finishing my first grade in high school and despite all those opinions that "high school is the best time in the life" it's just not always like that and probably a lot of teens would agree with me too. In my country they changed 6 grades of primary school, 3 grades of middle school and  3 grades of high school to 8 grades of primary school and 4 years of high school. Because of all of it we had people from middle school and from primary school that were moving to the first grade of high school - it caused overcrowding school. I was one of the unlucky ones and in my school I had to attend the afternoon school. Usually my first class started around 12pm and lasted till 6pm, so I was tired everyday. Wake up at 9 am and be home around 7pm. No time for myself, no time for anything. It was very hard, stress were getting bigger, everything harder and harder with every next day. And with all of that my mi

    Hi sweeties! ^^     I feel like i did nothing today and still should do a lot more, even tho I still have things to do >.< I have to draw something for instagram, tweet something on twitter, record at least one tik tok, workout a bit and uhhh write this post. I don't say i don't like all of it! I'm just tired and I want to lay down and sleep.     Lately i got an idea that maybe instead of trying to earn money for myself I can try to earn money to donate it somewhere! I really like to help people, but I don't have job because I'm still too young for one so I can't earn money by myself at all and only money I get are the one from parents. I mean they're giving me enough money for anything I would like to get for myself or for others and they would give me money if I don't have any and want something, but chill I'm not spoiled and I can take care of my money ^^'' But as anyone can imagine - it's always nice to start to earn our own

     Hiii sweeties! Today I worked a bit ^^ Still not so much, but better than last time (っ＾▿＾)💨 I finished new choker, it was a lot of work for me and it was my hardest jewelry project, but I'm kinda happy with the results, it reminds me of cottagecore lesbians haha ^u^     This is it. I know you can't see too much but yeah, you get the concept ^^''     I hope that someday I'll be able to start a business and sell my art in every form but it has to wait till anyone will be interested in what I'm doing. Aaahh i need more positivity, okay so I was designing some stickers today too! I'll try to release them one day... One day ^^     I danced a bit today, and did some push ups... I'm getting stronger! Today i did 6 full push ups, like tO tHe GrOuNDDD or it were just mi tibbies （っ＾▿＾）     OKAY and last thing, I learned how to drive a motorcycle lately, just need to practice - A LOT hah ^^ Okay okay, I'm kinda dead so it'll be all for now, if anyone

     Hiii, sorry for my laziness. I mean, I'm apologizing to no one, because nobody's here, but that's okay. If anyone got lost and is here I'm sorry and glad that you're here. I know that I don't even have a good content, but you're welcome and if you ever need to dm me I'll try to get my links on this blog, but if I wouldn't be able to do it, just comment and I'll get you links.     Okay, but today's topic is my bad days. Yeah. So past week was a struggle for me, because I got completely unmotivated because nobody cared about my work, but that's okay, it happens (a lot). But happily i got my motivation again because of a girl my age that is making musicals and her work is inspiring me to do my work. My ultimate dream goal is to make money from the art.     I'm not the best, I'm not good but I'm trying to get myself up and draw and paint to lvl up my skills. Besides that I have to take better care of my Instagram and this blo

Hi ^-^’ I’ve had a rough weekend. I was feeling completely unmotivated and I felt like I can’t do anything, but I’m trying to take it easy and get better. Okay but I think I want to talk about constructive criticism today because I think some people still don’t get it and I know that nobody’s reading it but I it’s an important thing to know how to help someone. I posted a sketch on some facebook group like yesterday and one person instead of giving me any advices or point out what’s wrong with my drawing said “go back to basics and watch this channel”. And to be honest this type of “advice” gives nothing because it’s a very general term. Basics are shapes, perspective, single parts of face and body - a lot of DIFFERENT  parts, so by using this term I can think that everything is wrong in drawing and still don’t know how to fix it. I got some really nice comments in comparison with this general comment and one of them was like: “here’s what looks weird and you should work on it becaus